Somewhere in Middle America

taming an overactive imagination

I have an overactive imagination. It comes in handy for some things (creative writing, for example… perhaps one day I’ll write a novel) but not for living in the moment. It wouldn’t be such a problem if I were imagining my future self winning the lottery, but I’m usually forecasting the worst case scenario for any situation, especially when J is deployed.

To ensure that I’m not living in a constant state of worry for the next 3 months and to keep my anxiety levels low(ish), it’s been suggested to me that I practice meditation and mindfulness. I’m not opposed to this idea; I’ve read in magazines like Whole Living that the benefits of meditation are numerous. For instance, you can reduce your stress and boost your mood. But my mind is so well trained to think certain thoughts that I need some help learning how to clear it.

Guided meditation CDs or websites seem like a good place to start. I’m also intrigued by Hyp-Yoga at Omaha Yoga School; the topic of the summer session is “Living in the Present Moment.” Could be perfect, don’t you think?

I’d love to hear your thoughts on meditation. Do you use guided meditation CDs? Are you able to practice mindfulness on a daily basis? Please share your experiences in the comments below.

(image via Martha Stewart)

personal funk

This print pretty much sums up how I’m feeling right now, except my funk isn’t totally self-induced. J deployed on Saturday. That’s a valid reason for being in a funk, I think.

Hopefully I can get myself back on track soon; I have a lot of projects planned for this summer to keep myself busy.

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happy anniversary to us!

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Yesterday, J and I celebrated our first anniversary. It’s still hard to believe that 365 days have gone by since we exchanged our vows; I can remember that day like it was yesterday. It’s even more crazy to think that J has been deployed for nearly half of our first official year together. Needless to say, we’ve had an unconventional year as newlyweds, and it looks like our life will be a bit unpredictable for another three or so years.

Because our anniversary fell on Memorial Day this year, there wasn’t much for us to do in Omaha. Nearly every “fancy” restaurant in the city was closed, either because they typically close on Mondays or because of the holiday, so we had brunch at Wheatfields, dinner at House of Hunan and dessert at Dairy Queen. We walked around Village Pointe, took an afternoon nap and, in the evening, watched Jon & Kate Plus 8.

It didn’t really bother me that yesterday was a low-key day because next week we’re heading to Phoenix for a true vacation in honor of our anniversary. We’re staying at the Biltmore and have nothing on our agenda besides lounging by the pool and eating at the best restaurants in the area. If you have any suggestions of things to do in Phoenix, please leave them in the comments section below. The last time I was in the Phoenix-area was back in 1998, I think!

(photo by Heather Waraksa)

wait for it

So J flew halfway around the world today, only for his flight from Chicago to Omaha to be cancelled. I can’t believe it! There went my plan to pick him up on my way home from work. Now he’s on a flight to Dallas, and I can only hope that he’ll hop on a plane back to the Big O later tonight. I don’t wanna wait to see him until tomorrow! Waah!

And the waiting game continues…

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welcome home

J arrives back in Omaha later this evening, shortly after I get off of work. Another deployment completed. This one was the easiest of the three so far. It helped that he was located in a place where he could call me once, sometimes twice, a day. I felt as though he was safer than he’s been, so I didn’t spend my days worrying (about him, at least. I did spend my days worrying about other things!).

We have a lot to do when he gets home, including fencing in our backyard so Briscoe can play in the sunshine and heading back to NJ for my sister’s engagement party. Most exciting, however, will be the celebration of our one year anniversary at the end of the month! What an emotional year it’s been. Together. Apart. Together. Apart. Together. Apart. Together.

We’re thinking of taking a mini-vacation to just relax and enjoy the pleasure of one another’s company. The idea of getting away for a couple of days is bliss. No walking the dog. No cleaning the kitchen. No compulsively checking email/Twitter/Facebook. *Ahh*

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